racism is the belief that people of some races are inferior to others, and the behaviour which id the result of this belief

so racist means the people who believe and act because of that..

probably this is another one of my (serious~in matter of fact )entry

ngeh2

isk.. that doesn’t sound serious ek…

i brought up this topic because i got one MVA(accident) case last night at my locum place

this lady was allegedly fall from her motorbike

she claimed the  car driver  in front didn’t  notice  her at his side

“dia tak bagi signal dr , mane saye tau dia nk belok….terlggr la”

“oooo..abis tu sape bawak awak ke hospital ni”

“driver tu la….nyampah saye…”

“ok”

“tapi dr , tlg tengok2 kan dia.dr ambik ic dia..nanti dia lari lak..mane la tau..dia kan cine”

aik….

aku tersenyap jap

(takpe la . dalam bahasa la..ok ek/)

i mean …it not just she asked me to get the driver’s ic..igt aku nih polis ke ape

but the words came out from her mouth

ye laa..memangla nak marah kena lggr

tapi driver tuh dgn baik hati yer hantar ko ke spital , tggu ko berjam2 until abis xray , treatment.., siap nak bayar bill..mahal ok spital swasta ni

ko ckp camtuh lak

zaman skang nih , payah nak cari org camtu

hit and run ade laa…

but i do not want to judge her..probably she had bad experience

me too..aku nah mase abis spm

gatal nak carik keja…ade kedai gambar/kasut tak bagi pakai tudung

tu racist la tu

mase aku keja kilang…tak bagi solat…racist gak tu

but i never want to be a racist…

for me all human being are same

we are homo sapiens

we live just for a while

do appreciate our life

do not waste our time n energy doing bad things

in fact in al Quran asks us to mix around no matter what our skin color..

tak ingat dah aku surah mane tapi bunyi yer camni la..Allah menjadikan kamu berpuak2 agar kamu saling berkenalan dan mendapat rahmat dariNya,,

sorry ye kalu salah ustaz n ustazah….

aku rindu ngan kwn2 aku kat spital klang….we all so close

even our skin color are different…

we ate together..have some together..working together..ngumpat pun together..ahaks

i miss all of u…edmund , yap, alvin ,kam , sanggetha , kanaga , choor , wong and all  the junior HOs mase aku nak kuar dari klang

tak nah aku rase berbeza or superior or inferior among us

maybe sbb same2 dr kot

sbb tu la kena majukan diri sendiri/bangsa so we can stand together

Malaysia Boleh!

ecehh…semangat

one nation…..aku amik ayat PM skang even aku tak la brape gemor pakcik sorg nih….

hihhhhhiiihihihihihi

p/s serius ke tak nih?lol

tu diaaaaa,,,

starting from tomorrow

i will becoming a busy bee in   this brigade

sok

start pertandingan merempuh halangan

the next day/…locum

visiting special kids in their centre

then ade dinner with neg 9 MB..carik baju batik lak..aku pakai songket je la

adehs..ade yg ajak main golf lak..aku takdok pitis la wehh..camner nih?!

scientific paper ADMS suh wat..on progress..ngadap laptop lagih

pastu locum

then locum

then locum..

ahhahah

aku nih mcm busy ngn locum jer…erk

hhahahahhahaahah

hikhikhik

aku lak terlebih hepi

suke laks tgk baby2 nih

dulu tak camni pon

rs nak bwk balik pon ade..baby yg datang jupe aku ari nih

pelik aku nih…

hahhahaha

twin pregnancy

baby!!

tadi scan one patient

this is her 7th pregnancy

her previous one was passed away at day 9 of life

reason - unknown..sigh~

but for this pregnancy..when i scan her this afternoon

i saw 2 heart beats, with crowded uterus with their legs!

cute!

patutla perut akak bosar semacam,,,ngeh2

aku lak excited!…siap panggil hubby dia and anak2 dia yg kecik

aku explain la  the images on d screen…paham ke tak bapak yer..hihi

hihi,,nape aku excited nih! nak kawen la  nih

mak yer rilek jer..ahha

it just amazing what love can do

and what God give to us…….

…………

tata

(mode happy!)

grrrr

nak marah laaa

pagi2 dah wat aku hangin

driver nih pegi mane ?pagi2 dah ilang

dah la aku bgn lambat,,hikhik

tido best kat tempat locum..kocoh2 aku bangun

rempit sampai kem..aku tak nmpk staffcar akupon..

biase dah tercongok depan bilik aku nih

call..voicemail..ish

mmg nak kena driver nih!

aku drive sendiri la ke tmpt keja

cehhhh

sampai2 kat ofis

patient dah menunggu\

aihh..mane MA aku nih

tak tgk patient ker?!

hangin lagih!

org tua ni dah kena sound 2x ngn aku..wat hal laagi

sabar hamidah…cobaan!

settle tgk patients..aku dah start menjerit

terkocoh2 la kerani bwk last week yer signals…cuti seminggu kann,..

haiyaaa

2 org staff aku dah posting out from my place

headache wehh

mane hygiene staff aku nih….janji ari ni dtg ngadap aku

nyaring lagi suara aku!memang nak kena…aku charge kang…gelap mase depan

haihhh

sakit hati aku

betul2 mencabar kesabaran aku

pastu datang lak mamat nih…tersengih2..rindu la kat dr..seminggu tak jupe

aihh..laki org nih…aku dah bad mood ,,dtg jual minyak lak

hoh!

padan muka aku wat derks

merenyam sungguh!

why?!why ?!

my day begin with anger…really hate it

breath in…breath out…istighfar byk2 hamidah

give me strength God..to be a gud leader..help me please…..

p/s nak ngadu ngan my sunshine..dia sibuk lak ngan hari ulangtahun kor kesihatan diraja….huahua!

i like the hantaran , simple yet so cute...

aku ngn adik aku farah , minah emo..hihi

pelamin impian emy..nice!!

muka tak sabar nak kawen..ahaks

finally….si emy n ahmad dah jadik suami isteri

aku kat belakang  emy mase akad nikah rase sayu jer

tak tau nape…emo lebeh2

adik aku yg dtg sekali ngn aku ari tu pon , kuar dari masjid

dia mmg tak leh tgk akad nikah , sedeh sgt2

apa la mu nih farah

tapi tgh sedeh2 pon , sempat aku jadik penjaga masa utk emy

kol 5.45pm emy sah jadik seorg isteri ngn satu lafaz jer

even aku tgk si ahmad tu stress jer

ahaksss

but , i am really happy that day

emy u look so blessed that day mase akad nikah

sob2, sedeh laaaa..takde kawan dah aku kat senawang!!

jupe saday,,eh. silap hanim that day…aww..she look different

i mean , she was quite ayu2 gitu..ahaks

lecturer kee..keno la ayu.hahah

juz kidding hanim!

few days ago , i got bad news

one of my fren lost her precious one

qist , sabar tau…ko mmg seorg yg tabah

ingat setiap ujian yg Allah bagi mesti ada hikmah yer

kalu aku , tak tau laa

aku nih nampak kuat dari luar tapi aku nih ngok ngek gak

aku terus tepon my sunshine

dia pon terkejut dgr berita tu, sbb dia ade jupe qist kat hosp melaka mase arwah still kat icu

moga Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya, aminnn

hidup ni macam tu la

there is up n down

ade mase kite hepi

ade mase kita menangis

aku pon tak tau camner idop aku lepas ni

tapi yg penting , aku tak leh mengalah utk mendapat keredhaanNya

sebab kalu nk arapkan amalan aku nih yg ciput utk masuk syurgaNya

jauh sekali

sbb aku igt ape ayah aku ckp dulu

ramai hambaNya masuk syurga bukan sbb pahala yg banyak , tapi sbb dia mendapat mardhotillah..keredhaanNya

same2la kite fikir2kan

k la

tata

ciaww