being a doctor….

as i chose this profession

i knew it  from beginning…this profession need someone who cannot make mistake

even once

i used to write it inside  every textbook during medical student..poyo ar=)

this job , this title dr …..need zero defect

so , when i read n heard about the 2 drs in HKL allegedly doing personal things during working…makes me thinking

ker sbb aku pon dr so aku pon terase….

but , wether the report is true or not

i never blame others..especially patients

because i knew…all patients put high expectation to dr

they expect you are busy treating patients , carrying stets n notes , caring n tender to them

even u are tired postcal or u are starving from last nite

so , when they saw dr doing other things……common sense la beb,they are sick people who need our attention

hmmmm…

i am not trying to say that i am a gud dr or the caring dr

even i am the ’sickening one’..as my army staff /officer  claimed

but i know how to behave as a dr

i know my patient’s feeling and what they expect from  me

and i am very strict regarding their health..

even i have to scold or being sarcastic to them

coz their health are my responsibility

nothing else matters..

and i am always reminds my self…my patients are my family

i will treat them like how i want my own family to be treated

simple formula….

so , i will never read newspaper in front of them esp in casualty

if i want to read one or even want to take nap…carik la port yg sesyuai..pandai2 la nak idop

hihi

i’ve been working in GH before, so i’d experience all the sufferings

being pressured by ur superiors and the job itself

the nonstop admissions , the tremendous workload

patients yg mengada2

huh…it was nightmare

so probably i ‘ve made wise step being an armr dr

kehkehkeh

so

be good dr

a healer

not

a killer

tata

(serious lak entry kali nih…isk)

DIET

Aku sambung diet yg terbengkalai mlm tadi

ni ko yer pasal emy

ajak aku dinner

ok gak la kedai tu

so i just had my breakfast today

break tarak pigi

lunch..nehi!

hahar

tapi aku terbabas gak

nih tgh makan mangga…ngn cecah..ore besut kato colek

aku notice ade anggota aku dok kumpul2 bwh pokok mangga

aku pon tanye la

“amenda korg dok keliling pokok”

ade la lady staff aku yg pregnant

“saye nak makan mangga la’puan”

“ish..ade2 jer korg nih

haaa…

ade cecah tak”

“ade puan, kitorg bwk kicap gula garam cili”

“mak aihh….”

“puan nak ker?”

“abih tu , igt aku nak nengok jer….”

kuang2…saje gertak

hihihi..

pedas laa diorg yer cecah…

tak abis lah

rindu kat anak sedara aku nih

nakal giler

manje ngn aku

haihhh

ni rase nak balik melaka nih

muaaahhh rindu kat sofia

tapii…(GaTaL mode).rindu lagi kat bakal uncle sofia tu

hihii

tatta

leLaki….or..JanTaN?

aku suke dialog ida nerina dlm satu film melayu dolu2..1990an

“sape nakkan jantan, aku nakkan lelaki”

korg igt tak dialog nih

dalam citer ape tah

shaharuddin thamby hero citer tu

kuikui..tak hensem la hero

aihh..

that’s not d point of mine

aku cume heran

jantan2 (aku mtk maaf la kalu bunyi yer kasar) nih

especially yg dah kawen nih

tak reti nak duk diam ker

i mean , asyik nk mgatal jer

not all of them la

but some of them yg perasan hensem

arghhh,,.. nyampah sggh aku

gatal merenyam sggh!

pantang tgk anak dara

trus lupa anak bini kt umah

huh!

sggp rush dari meeting semata2 nak ajak lunch or dinner

sggp tggl bini kat umah just to av fun with girls yg umur setaraf ngan anak sndri

sanggup beli ape2 jer ko mintak even duit sengkek

harggh….berbulu tol aku

bile ditanya tentang anak bini kat umah confident jer jawab , takper diorg tak tau…bukan tau aper2 pon pompuan nih

haik! cakap macam aku nih bukan pompuan!lempang kang

haihhh……

bile tak di layan mula la nak sabotaj mase kerja

stUpiDos!!

please ler …be a good leader in ur family …be a good example to ur son n be fair to ur wife…who be there 4 u all the time

i am really pissed off with all jantans,,,,esp yg dah pgkat bapak

harrgghh

lega sket palo otak aku

tgk pelangi tu,,,,,

cantik kan

ni kat giant mase shopping ngan emy beli udang utk masak2!

besh,\

nnt takleh laa

emy dah nak kawen daa

hukhuk

besar sggh ilmuNya..

tiap kali aku tgk langit aku rase insaf

kecik jer diri aku nih

tibe2 siqah lak

hikhik

semangat nih pasal earth day

ari tu aku ade tgk national geography

pasal research about turtle

byk yg mati

so diorg nak cari punca

bile diorang wat post mortem kat penyu

byk jupe plastik dalam peut

jahat yer manusia nih

even dlm burung camar

diorg jupe puting susu budak

ala yg budak nyonyot tapi tak de botol

aku sedey sgt

terus aku wat azam baru

nak reduce until zero my plastic consumption

aku ade beli bag utk shopping

so i do not need plastic

bersemangaT!

jom join…reduce plastic

so kalu aku mati, kalu Tuhan tanye aku ape aku wat utk my own earth

so i got the answer!

SAVE OUR EARTH!

tata

STreSS

tak tido lagi

lps chat ngan fatin tqah n my sunshine

still mata segar

padahal tadi aku dari kol lapan pagi tak berenti2 keja

kejap kat senawang

kejap call sarjan aku pasai klinik aku

kejap tgk patient yg report sick

pastu trus drive ke melaka

otak aku pon belegar2..sana sini

nih sibuk kT MELAKA

pasal medical check up for young cadets

mesti hensem2

nyum2

hihihi

pastu sibuk dok call pegawai2 kem briged aku

pasal sultan kedah nak dtg

dtg nak ziaraH TUGU N KUBUR PERAJURIT GUGUR JEA

tapi preparation cam nak mampos

hihihi

jgn aku mampos sudaah

nak pggl dr2 pakar dari GH

ye la raja datang

dr pakar la handle

aku handle askar 2 je

ye laa

kang tgh bersantap…tercekik

specialist gak nak nengok

hihihiih

klako

malas la pasai keja nih

aku nak citer pasai benda yg best

yg aku n sape2 yg single gatai nak try

Kawen laaa

emy tggu mase jer kawen

tak sangka

dalam ‘klik’ mase skolah yg otay dulu

dia yg kawen dulu

padahal dia yg paling laser

oppsss…..jgn mRh

kaNG ku boikot ko kawen emy

hhhihihhihihi

but i am really happy for her

wish u all d best k

aku lak yg postpone kawen

bz maaa

takpe la

makin lama makin ranum

makin manis berlemak kaaa

hahahahahahrrrr

tak gitu dear…

cett..18sxxxxxx

aku nih dah stress nih

tak tido lagi

early symptoms

but i do not have early morning awakening

and somnolence

tu dat tahap serius stress

nak ke depression tu

so, kawan2 yg mengalami camtu

do not shy to  get professional’s help

aku baru abis seminar combat stress management

so tu yg aku jadik berkobar2 pasal mental health ni

daa serius kat negara kita ni

tu yg suicide byk

lagih2 ngan ekonomi n politik yg hampeh

isk, camne la KJ bodo tu leh menang

opps..terlepas lak

hihihi

tapi , mmg skang ni  mental health is the 2nd fatality illness after cardiac problem

so take care of ur mental health

it is preventable and treatable (cam quote psy drugs lak *wink*)

even u have  positive family history

so , senang jer nak jaga

make sure u talk/speak to at least 40 people a day

leh wat tuuuuu

hihi, ade gaya psychiatrist tak…?

i better thinking of it for master,,??…instead of ENT..?

ciaw//